Southern Craze |
Names Shelby, 18, andd living in a small town. Kansas is boring, nothing to exciting happens unless you make something happen. 3months sober and been finding who I am again, I might say I'm nothing special but to be honesty I'm a complete different weird andd crazy girl all my own. I don't hav a best friend.... Scratch that lol my Boyfriend IS my best friend, th rest are jus close friends. I'm all about chevy trucks, my boy is trying to convert me to be a Mopar Head. If ya fallow me , you'll always find atleast one er two things of my post tht you'll like :) I'm a random person andd love mixing things upp |
Jus let me lye here andd get myself out. Jus pass me by, andd don’t notice the bleeding heart I have inside, the endless tears I cry every night till I sleep. The scars on this heart you healed is burning like fire, causing them to be deeper and deeper. I ask you not to stay and to make me better, but to jus walk by andd let me grow stronger and heal on my own. Fer once in my life I shall heal in my own and not be sheltered from the pain
Fer every guy that’s trying to make things right with their girl heres a helpful tip:
“Words Have No Meaning Behind Them Until You Back Up Your Words With Actions”
When you try to kiss her, but she’s looking the other way.
When you try wanna give her a seductive look from the other side of the room and she’s caught in conversation.
When you buy her flowers she’s allergic to.
When she tries something she saw in Cosmo in bed and you don’t like it.
When she…
If you TRUELY love the person, don’t judge them for their ‘skin’ bur for what their heart shows who they are. Their ‘skin’ is just layers of covers to hide who they really are inside them, in their heart
I dont kno what to do anymore. We talk things out but it never gets put into action. Its not jus us noticing the change but our friends as well. They worry about us andd ask whats going on. We cover it all up and act lik everything is fine. I can careless if im happy, been used to it for years. But seeing you unhappy is wats hard to see wen i see you. Your my everything andd i cant stand here seeing you not smile or laugh. It might not seem lik a big deal to you but to me,seeing you unhappy is lik our biggest fight. Both ppl should be happy not jus one, other wise its not real love..
I just want to be held in your arms while we sleep the night away, not having sex or messing around. To just wake up playing the whole night in my head like my favorite movie, not with a major hangover andd forgetting what i did with my close the night before. Seeing you sleep peacefuly andd not some random person that i only knew for an hour.
Things feel weird, between us. I miss the playful, wrestlin, sillt uis. We used to hold each other for no reason but to feel each other in our arms and kno that we are close to each other in heart. We no longer our silly andd goofy, no loger laughin at our stupid inside jokes, dont mess with each other beacuse we are ounery. I just dont get why we are like this. It hurts inside that it feels lik we are falling apart. Its almost like my worst nightmare coming tru. Im scared to death of losing you beacuse you are now apart of me and my life. I cant lose your touch. Your hand that intertwines with mine when its empty. Your kiss warms up my lips and catches my every breath taking every word out of my mind, making me speechless. Your smile fills my heart and soul with happiness and love, i finally have a home in your heart wen you welcome me with your beautiful smile. <3
Yer my girl and imma protect the shit outta you cause i care so much for u and want u to b happy and safe as possible